Wednesday, December 17, 2008
when i listen to this song...
I love to listen to this song, cos it reminds me of my loves one...
Yang,.. this song is specially dedicated to you...mwah!
No One - by Alicia Keys
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So til the end of time I'm telling you there is no one
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
Sunday, December 14, 2008
hipo @ hipokrit
dalam dunia ni kan,, aku dah penah jumpa macam2 perangai manusia,ever since aku started with my first job kat kfc, masa tu zaman gawat,sampaila hari ni aku keje kat MMU,, overall dah 9 thn aku keje la,,memang macam2 peel org aku jumpa,,
dari yang baik, berlakon baik, macam baik, yg tak baik, tapi hati baik,, sampaila yg ke muka macam baik,,tapi sebenarnya hati tak baik/ hipokrit & ada gak yang aku jumpa cakap macam bagus,cakap berdegar degar,,tapi habuk pon tarak..cam tong kosong la org cakap.
pastuh satu lagi sifat2 jahiliah/ jahat/ evil / yang aku jumpa sepanjang2 pengalaman aku keje ni ialah sifat hipokrit.
well, maksud atau definisi hipokrit...,ini definisi akula,ada beberapa definisi,iaitu orang talam 2 muka,,orang bermuka muka, orang banyak muka ,atau boleh gak dikatakan orang hipokrit ni depan kita mak aihh pijak semut tak mati tapi sebenarnya dia takla sebaik yang kita sangkakan.
dulu masa aku mula2 keje serius aku cakap aku memang tak pandaila nak tangkap org yang berperangai hipo2 / hipokrit ni.tapi lama2 aku taula,,siap aku boleh baca mana satu org hipo & mana satu org tak hipo.kira ni macam kelebihan akula,...kadang dr riak muka dia aku boleh tau samada org ni ikhlas or tak ikhlas.
tapi ada gak orang yang bersifat hipokrit ni atas sebab2 yg perlu, cth mcm depan boss ke...kenela hipokritkan,,hipokrit macam tu boleh diterima,,kira cam bohong sunat,,haa camtulah,,ini panggil hipokrit sunat...tapi aku jenis tak pandai la nak berhipo2 sebenarnya,, aku memang tak reti,aku ni,,walaupun jenis susah nak percaya org tapi belakang kene gak tipu,penahla,,tapi tak seriuslaa hehe
tapi ada gak satu kes ni,,dia ni..aku taknak sebut sapa,,memang hipokrit,,walaupun macam aku susah nak kene tipu/terpedaya dgn sikap hipo,, tapi ada satu kes ni aku memang kantolla,,memang ada seko makhluk ni dia mmg cekap seh,,aku mmg mati2 ingat dia ni baik,jujur ikhlas sumerla,,,tapi diam2 aku kene kencing rupannya,,dia ni rupannya mmg hipo no 1 @ hipo terhebat aku epnah jumpala....serius shit...damn,,,,bila aku tau dia nya hipo tu...isk,,cam terkedu cakap lu..mmg aku tak sangkala....
pelikla,,naper org nak kene hipo hah?tak boleh ke ko jadik diri ko sendiri? apa penting sangat ke status tu? seronok ke kita perdaya tipu2 org ni? agaknya syiokk & rasa satu kepuasan kot dapat perdaya kan org ni?..kalau tak,,takkan la dia boleh tergamak nak menipukan??
aihhh tipah tertipu rupanya...
dari yang baik, berlakon baik, macam baik, yg tak baik, tapi hati baik,, sampaila yg ke muka macam baik,,tapi sebenarnya hati tak baik/ hipokrit & ada gak yang aku jumpa cakap macam bagus,cakap berdegar degar,,tapi habuk pon tarak..cam tong kosong la org cakap.
pastuh satu lagi sifat2 jahiliah/ jahat/ evil / yang aku jumpa sepanjang2 pengalaman aku keje ni ialah sifat hipokrit.
well, maksud atau definisi hipokrit...,ini definisi akula,ada beberapa definisi,iaitu orang talam 2 muka,,orang bermuka muka, orang banyak muka ,atau boleh gak dikatakan orang hipokrit ni depan kita mak aihh pijak semut tak mati tapi sebenarnya dia takla sebaik yang kita sangkakan.
dulu masa aku mula2 keje serius aku cakap aku memang tak pandaila nak tangkap org yang berperangai hipo2 / hipokrit ni.tapi lama2 aku taula,,siap aku boleh baca mana satu org hipo & mana satu org tak hipo.kira ni macam kelebihan akula,...kadang dr riak muka dia aku boleh tau samada org ni ikhlas or tak ikhlas.
tapi ada gak orang yang bersifat hipokrit ni atas sebab2 yg perlu, cth mcm depan boss ke...kenela hipokritkan,,hipokrit macam tu boleh diterima,,kira cam bohong sunat,,haa camtulah,,ini panggil hipokrit sunat...tapi aku jenis tak pandai la nak berhipo2 sebenarnya,, aku memang tak reti,aku ni,,walaupun jenis susah nak percaya org tapi belakang kene gak tipu,penahla,,tapi tak seriuslaa hehe
tapi ada gak satu kes ni,,dia ni..aku taknak sebut sapa,,memang hipokrit,,walaupun macam aku susah nak kene tipu/terpedaya dgn sikap hipo,, tapi ada satu kes ni aku memang kantolla,,memang ada seko makhluk ni dia mmg cekap seh,,aku mmg mati2 ingat dia ni baik,jujur ikhlas sumerla,,,tapi diam2 aku kene kencing rupannya,,dia ni rupannya mmg hipo no 1 @ hipo terhebat aku epnah jumpala....serius shit...damn,,,,bila aku tau dia nya hipo tu...isk,,cam terkedu cakap lu..mmg aku tak sangkala....
pelikla,,naper org nak kene hipo hah?tak boleh ke ko jadik diri ko sendiri? apa penting sangat ke status tu? seronok ke kita perdaya tipu2 org ni? agaknya syiokk & rasa satu kepuasan kot dapat perdaya kan org ni?..kalau tak,,takkan la dia boleh tergamak nak menipukan??
aihhh tipah tertipu rupanya...
Thursday, December 11, 2008
bored?
arini cuti ,,public holiday bersempena dgn keputeraan selangor...
siang tadi tak kuar mana sangat,, after cooked for lunch kuar kejap gi nursery kat area bangi cari pokok rain lily, pergi dgn sarah je,,yg kelaka tu lepas roundabout dekat ukm tu aku boleh terexit ke highway, macam mana boleh silap ntah,,,pastuh yg lebih melawakkan lagi sepatutnya sblm tol tu aku boleh u turn tapi aku tak perasan ada uturn, aku boleh teruss je ke tol,,haha selamat la aku masuk hiway...nasib baiklah bole uturn kat bandar seri putra,,,
sabar jelakan,,siap call faiz ckp aku tersasar masuk hiway,,keke
actually for todays' blog, aku nak cakap pasal topik "bosan" , yeah bosan dalam erti kata lain boring ,
selalunya org yg takde keje atau takde bende nak dibuat je yg akan rasa bosan..tapi lain dgn kes aku, arini aku rasa sangat2 bosan..I know Im not suppposed to say this since i have very loving husband as well as 2 adorable kids...even though today got many things to be done, but still ,deep in my heart i feel that there is something that is still lack,feels like Im still searching for things that Im actually not certain what it is ..maybe I just need more more attention,think so..cos I am the kind that always hunger for more attention (from my love one ),,sometimes I feels like Im not satisfy with what i alread had,,
and maybe i feel bored cos hb is very busy with his so call long term business /financial plan,huhu...
well, life must go on, hidop mesti diteruskan...move on Ina ! ntahla....bosannyaaa.....uwaaa
siang tadi tak kuar mana sangat,, after cooked for lunch kuar kejap gi nursery kat area bangi cari pokok rain lily, pergi dgn sarah je,,yg kelaka tu lepas roundabout dekat ukm tu aku boleh terexit ke highway, macam mana boleh silap ntah,,,pastuh yg lebih melawakkan lagi sepatutnya sblm tol tu aku boleh u turn tapi aku tak perasan ada uturn, aku boleh teruss je ke tol,,haha selamat la aku masuk hiway...nasib baiklah bole uturn kat bandar seri putra,,,
sabar jelakan,,siap call faiz ckp aku tersasar masuk hiway,,keke
actually for todays' blog, aku nak cakap pasal topik "bosan" , yeah bosan dalam erti kata lain boring ,
selalunya org yg takde keje atau takde bende nak dibuat je yg akan rasa bosan..tapi lain dgn kes aku, arini aku rasa sangat2 bosan..I know Im not suppposed to say this since i have very loving husband as well as 2 adorable kids...even though today got many things to be done, but still ,deep in my heart i feel that there is something that is still lack,feels like Im still searching for things that Im actually not certain what it is ..maybe I just need more more attention,think so..cos I am the kind that always hunger for more attention (from my love one ),,sometimes I feels like Im not satisfy with what i alread had,,
and maybe i feel bored cos hb is very busy with his so call long term business /financial plan,huhu...
well, life must go on, hidop mesti diteruskan...move on Ina ! ntahla....bosannyaaa.....uwaaa
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
horoscope
Something interesting to be shared,just got this from my dearest collegue,
mine.. supprisingly its match ! ;)
ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.
TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!
LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget the one and only..
LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.
SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers.. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their family.. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.
mine.. supprisingly its match ! ;)
ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.
TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!
LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget the one and only..
LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.
SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers.. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their family.. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
kenduri kahwin kat sitiawan
cam dah lama je aku tak update blog ni..
sabtu (6 Dec) baru ni kitaorang gi setiawan, perak..,ada kenduri kawen member aku, Adha.
Adha ni member masa keje kat OUM dulu. actually aku ni bukanlah the type yg suka sangat gi kenduri kendara kahwin ni..but for certain case baru aku gi..cthnnya cam kes Adha ni since she's one of my best buddy, so aku dah nekad aku nak pegi,balik ari pon balik arilah, lagipon sitiawan taklah jauh mana..pegi balik hari pon ok...
plan asal nak bertolak dr umah kol 10.30 am, dr 10.30 pagi jadik 11.15 pagi..hehe, yerla,bgn pagi pon dah kol 8 mana tak lari timing..
masuk exit hiway dah 12 tghari gitu...dgn lusannya nak raya haji,..so mmg sah la hiway keter byk,,..budak2 hmm jgn cakapla,,rutin biasa sarah & umar kalau dalam keter mmg tak tau diam, esp umar dgn suara loud speaker dia..,sabar jela, dah anak2, nak wat camne,,budak2 la katakan..
kitaorg ambik exit ke bidor..so dr bidor nak ke sitiawan tu dlm satu jam gakla...saau je yg tak suka kalau ikut jalan dalam ni,...kene follow lori..aduh,,lepas dapat potong satu, muncul satu lagi kat depan,,huuuu ..
umah pengantin ni actually sebelum sitiawan..kat kg teluk pulai,from the main road it self nak ke umah adha adala dlm 2-3 km gak..kitaorang sampai pun dah hampir kol 4 ptg camtu...pheww,,sempat gak...hehe,,
sari murni pon ada...tapi lupalak nak ambik gmbr dgn sari...pastuh since we all sampai dah penghujung kenduri, dapatla borak2 dgn adha,sempat lagi bergosip tu..hehe..nila kelebihan nya kalau gi kenduri time ujung tu2,hihi,,dapatla borak
balik tu we all balik ikut kuala selangor lak,...dinner pon kat kuala selangor..kat depan masjid besar tu...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
our last weekend (right before december)
there u go...its already december ...oh no!
betapa cepat masa berlalu,
kay, our last weekend was good, managed to maintain our so call "taman',since we havent maintain our garden for quite sometime , kata faiz, when he just got back from china two weeks ago, dia komen "semak" hehe,,what to do,, that time when he was away,, our condition here was a bit kelam kabut.., without his presence ,tido jadik tak lena mkn tak kenyang,,mandi tak basah,hkehke,,but luckly sarah & umar ok,,maybe as for the first couple of days faiz pegi,mak dgn ayah ada kat sini..so derang tak terasa sgt la kan..
well, back to our topic pasal gardening tadi,, though masa mula2 nak start tu definitely rasa a bit tough la kan but once we had started, tudia..dia punya aura semangat datang, jadik syiok la pulak berkebun,penat memangla penat tapi memang sangat2 berbaloi la.;)
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
photos & some updates
salam,
lama dah tak update,masa faiz takde,,(during his travel to china)was not in the right mood to blog.ni faiz dah 2 hari balik sini,,so mood back to normal lah :P
sooo,these are some photos that were taken on last saturday, masa tu nak gi alamanda, faiz dah pesan masa dia gi china,bawakla sarah umar beli toys...
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
its 12.30...midnite...
its already 12.38 midnite....
and Im here...still awake...at this hour....posting my blog..
why cant I just wait till tomorrow? ..
cause..,I cant sleep..been trying to but it seems that
my mind keeps on thinking on my hubby's trip to China...
and...you know what,,..the trip is tomorrow!
yeah,,faiz will be flying off to china , it is an unofficial trip actually
he will be going with his tmrnd coulleagues...azahari, (supprisingly only 1 name appears in my mind now...perhaps due to this kind of hour..haha..)
the fact is, believe it or not.. that the day has come..! the fact is,..tomorrow he will be leaving ! oh no....i just hate this...this situation ...when he has to go for overseas trip....huhuuuu
wish that the time will flies...quicker than ever...!oh please...somehow I just hate this feeling...
nevertheless, I must let him go,,for the sake of our future,...
Im praying to Allah, hoping that faiz will have safe journey, amin....
missed you already Yang...,
lina~
and Im here...still awake...at this hour....posting my blog..
why cant I just wait till tomorrow? ..
cause..,I cant sleep..been trying to but it seems that
my mind keeps on thinking on my hubby's trip to China...
and...you know what,,..the trip is tomorrow!
yeah,,faiz will be flying off to china , it is an unofficial trip actually
he will be going with his tmrnd coulleagues...azahari, (supprisingly only 1 name appears in my mind now...perhaps due to this kind of hour..haha..)
the fact is, believe it or not.. that the day has come..! the fact is,..tomorrow he will be leaving ! oh no....i just hate this...this situation ...when he has to go for overseas trip....huhuuuu
wish that the time will flies...quicker than ever...!oh please...somehow I just hate this feeling...
nevertheless, I must let him go,,for the sake of our future,...
Im praying to Allah, hoping that faiz will have safe journey, amin....
missed you already Yang...,
lina~
Monday, November 17, 2008
lets take a break
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvb_IkMmYFY&feature=related
Thoughtless - by koRn, my favourite nu metal band ever...
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thoughtless - by koRn, my favourite nu metal band ever...
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
what a surprise..
yesterday when i was checking my yahoo email, there's one email that really draw my attention ..actually it was a notification email from my facebook account , the message was like.."hi bulat...hmm what a pleasent surprise..." he he..yeah I was also feel quite startle when I received this email..
he was actually my long lost 'friend..err boy friend actually.." :P (about 17 years ago .. ;P)
been wondering how is he doing now..got married with whom..how many kids does he have now?..but then when i looked up at his profile, stated there .. 'single'...haha..really? can it be true meh?..maybe not... haha...
nevermind...
anyway what i was trying to say here is, i feel delighted and..and maybe feel a bit relief cause though i have done wrong to him ,nevertheless he still can accept me as a friend.. :), what is pass is pass..
nice to hear from him again, hope he's doing well and happy with his life now.
kay..better stop now, got to continue with my work... :)
he was actually my long lost 'friend..err boy friend actually.." :P (about 17 years ago .. ;P)
been wondering how is he doing now..got married with whom..how many kids does he have now?..but then when i looked up at his profile, stated there .. 'single'...haha..really? can it be true meh?..maybe not... haha...
nevermind...
anyway what i was trying to say here is, i feel delighted and..and maybe feel a bit relief cause though i have done wrong to him ,nevertheless he still can accept me as a friend.. :), what is pass is pass..
nice to hear from him again, hope he's doing well and happy with his life now.
kay..better stop now, got to continue with my work... :)
Friday, November 7, 2008
umar demam
7/11/2008 5 ptg petang semalam bawak umar gi clinic kat sek. 4 tambahan sbb badan dia panas,actually pagi masa nak gi school umar dah mintak dok taska je, dia cakap taknak pi school, so harini aku keje separuh hari,baby jaga umar dari pagi samapi tghari, then aku lak jaga umar...alhamdulillah,,masa aku balik tu umar tgh main ps2, tapi badan dia still agak panas la... harapnya esok umar sihat, coz doctor kata kalau umar still demam kene check darah pula, sbb takut denggi. 10/11/2008 4.28 pm pagi semalam umar still demam,,badan still panas,dah masuk 4 hari umar demam so we all bawak umar pi jumpa doctor kat KPMC lak,, temperature badan umar 38.3 degree takder tanda rashes ke apa so doctor tak buat blood test..doctor just bg antibiotik kuat sket.. pagi tadi sarah pula demam..so arini aku ambik MC due to period pain + sarah pon tak berapa sihat...temperature badan dia 38 degrees,,confirm demam though dah makan ubat demam before jumpa doctor. tapi la ni both of them nampak ok,,esp umar,,hehe buktinya kat video yg aku paste ni,,,ni baru je aku record sat tadi..huhu
Monday, November 3, 2008
datelines, meetings..uwaaa!
arinih aku ada dateline kene submit BOE report utk senate dgn ADC meeting! tapi sampai arinih report nya masih tak sampai2 lagi,,so camna aku nak buat minute ni beb?? aihh ...nasib2...dept lain yg tak cukup staff, aku lak yg kene terima kesan dia,,huuu,,ni la dia...nasib jadik Faculty AD ni
pagi2 tadi si amoi cynthia dah bg reminder utk submit report tu by harini,,tapi aku reply je ckp report nya tak sampai2 then submission akan a bit delaylah,,nasibla,,
kol 10.00 am ni kang ada FBM faculty board meeting lak,,,sah aku taknak attend,nasib baikla meeting tu bukan aku yg secretary kan..pastuh kol 12 noon ada makan2 lak--farewel lunch for those lecturers yg resigned..pastuh kol 2.30 pm lak ada meeting dgn FMD-
uwaaaa!! peninn....!
pagi2 tadi si amoi cynthia dah bg reminder utk submit report tu by harini,,tapi aku reply je ckp report nya tak sampai2 then submission akan a bit delaylah,,nasibla,,
kol 10.00 am ni kang ada FBM faculty board meeting lak,,,sah aku taknak attend,nasib baikla meeting tu bukan aku yg secretary kan..pastuh kol 12 noon ada makan2 lak--farewel lunch for those lecturers yg resigned..pastuh kol 2.30 pm lak ada meeting dgn FMD-
uwaaaa!! peninn....!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
sehari dua ni...
salam,
before i start blogging, firstly, aku ni tgh bosan tau,,tak tau apa yg tak kene dgn aku sehari 2 ni, aku asik mcm takde mood je nak buat keje kat ofis,,,aarghhhh,, bosannya keje!
a few days back, during weekends, my life was quite hectic ,,,dgn open house invitation nya, dgn raya port luck tgh mlmnya,, nak tgk tv mmg tak sempat la,apatah nak wat maintain taman kat umah,, yg aku sempat buat utk diri aku ialah, jogging pd sabtu pagi tu...
so, berbalik pd citer kebosanan aku kat ofis ni,,aku tak tau apa penyakit ntah dgn aku ni,kat umah aku cam rajin satu mcm, tp bila kat ofis, aku mcm takde mood dgn keje,,ntah,,,kat ofis ni kdg ada satu tahap aku rasa menyampah tgk "orang2" kat sini..tak semuala ok,,ada la sorang tu,,..aku cam takleh dgr sora dia kot..cam alergic satu mcm la...kalau dia takde kat ofis,,,wahhh rasa cam semangattnya nak keje...
iskk,,tapi takkanlaa selama nak keje kat sini aku kene pk psl "orang" tu je kan? yer tak?? oleh itu,,,aku nak stop kat sini dulu,,,aku mesti fokus pd keje aku,,mesti,,,!
till then,
salam~
before i start blogging, firstly, aku ni tgh bosan tau,,tak tau apa yg tak kene dgn aku sehari 2 ni, aku asik mcm takde mood je nak buat keje kat ofis,,,aarghhhh,, bosannya keje!
a few days back, during weekends, my life was quite hectic ,,,dgn open house invitation nya, dgn raya port luck tgh mlmnya,, nak tgk tv mmg tak sempat la,apatah nak wat maintain taman kat umah,, yg aku sempat buat utk diri aku ialah, jogging pd sabtu pagi tu...
so, berbalik pd citer kebosanan aku kat ofis ni,,aku tak tau apa penyakit ntah dgn aku ni,kat umah aku cam rajin satu mcm, tp bila kat ofis, aku mcm takde mood dgn keje,,ntah,,,kat ofis ni kdg ada satu tahap aku rasa menyampah tgk "orang2" kat sini..tak semuala ok,,ada la sorang tu,,..aku cam takleh dgr sora dia kot..cam alergic satu mcm la...kalau dia takde kat ofis,,,wahhh rasa cam semangattnya nak keje...
iskk,,tapi takkanlaa selama nak keje kat sini aku kene pk psl "orang" tu je kan? yer tak?? oleh itu,,,aku nak stop kat sini dulu,,,aku mesti fokus pd keje aku,,mesti,,,!
till then,
salam~
Monday, October 13, 2008
its Monday again..ya ya
today is monday,, yess..,,when it comes to monday, people would automatically have this kind of thought.. black monday? ,. blue monday? aahh..monday again? well, both also shows that how people hate monday, me? yes, definitely I have the same thought either, to me monday is the most ineffiecient day to those people who are working.
But, unlikely today, when i first arrived at my werking place, suddenly I had this kind of thought,where, i felt that why dont we just think in a reverse mode, why dont we just pretend that today is the same day as wednesday or thursday. It is actually a very simple analogy, when we think monday is a bad day, then automatically we would fell lazy, still thinking about how leisure the last weekend went by, how it would be nice if today is still sunday..yaya...
so ,why dont we just switch our mind set,..like,,yes,today is monday.. so lets start our Mon-"day" in a very positive way of spirit ,, eg, this morning when i first arrived at the office, i switch ed on my pc,,read emails,started following up on what ever things to be done by today..then,I realized,,it works guys..mind set works.. so what ever it is, mind set is important,it is not about the day,it is the way of our mind set been set on the "day"..
yes! go monday go! i love monday..hihiii (poyo la pulakk)huhu
hehe..thats all for now...
catch with ya later.. :P
But, unlikely today, when i first arrived at my werking place, suddenly I had this kind of thought,where, i felt that why dont we just think in a reverse mode, why dont we just pretend that today is the same day as wednesday or thursday. It is actually a very simple analogy, when we think monday is a bad day, then automatically we would fell lazy, still thinking about how leisure the last weekend went by, how it would be nice if today is still sunday..yaya...
so ,why dont we just switch our mind set,..like,,yes,today is monday.. so lets start our Mon-"day" in a very positive way of spirit ,, eg, this morning when i first arrived at the office, i switch ed on my pc,,read emails,started following up on what ever things to be done by today..then,I realized,,it works guys..mind set works.. so what ever it is, mind set is important,it is not about the day,it is the way of our mind set been set on the "day"..
yes! go monday go! i love monday..hihiii (poyo la pulakk)huhu
hehe..thats all for now...
catch with ya later.. :P
Friday, October 10, 2008
The Nobodies
The Nobodies
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know Im just dirt
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know Im just dirt
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that Im forever dirt
Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be prettyI know now that Im forever dirt
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
We are the nobodiesWe wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
Some children died the other day
We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith
You should have seen the ratings that day
This song written by marilyn Manson, one of my favourite artist ever! i know he's freak!, but to me he's rock , he's soo creative,his lyrics are full of art, he's a lyrical genius ! and his music either, this is one of my fav. song, i think the meaning of this song is about people feeling depressed and worthless, or maybe because they are so many "nobodies" in this world, people dont cares or notices bout them,so they wanted to be something , to be noticed..
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know Im just dirt
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know Im just dirt
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that Im forever dirt
Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be prettyI know now that Im forever dirt
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
We are the nobodiesWe wanna be somebodies
When were dead,
Theyll know just who we are
Some children died the other day
We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith
You should have seen the ratings that day
This song written by marilyn Manson, one of my favourite artist ever! i know he's freak!, but to me he's rock , he's soo creative,his lyrics are full of art, he's a lyrical genius ! and his music either, this is one of my fav. song, i think the meaning of this song is about people feeling depressed and worthless, or maybe because they are so many "nobodies" in this world, people dont cares or notices bout them,so they wanted to be something , to be noticed..
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
sejam je lagi
hehe...1st time wa memblogkan diri kat sini, huhuu..saja je,,nak buang masa,,,sambil tunggu nak balik lagi sejam,,pulak tu dah macam malas je nak siapkan keje (mood malas datang la ni..)
,.sambil dok me'reply email lecturer,,sambil2 tgk kat tingkap.,cam mendung...habis reply email, tgk balik kat tingkap,aik gelap,,ujan lebat...perghh...musim hujan la ni...nasib baikla baju dah angkat..thanks yang...nasib baik ada u,,kalau tak selamatla baju kiter basah,,,
arini masuk hari ke3 perut aku rasa cam tak sehat,,ntahla,,agaknya salah makan kot,jumpa doctor dah,takder serius case ke apa pon,makan ubat dah,, hmmm tapi masih boleh datang kejela,,walaupun asik ke toilet je,,,bbrp kali gakla dlm sehari tu,huhu,,,& takderla sampai nak berMC2 kan..sayang ler nak MC, simpan jerla MC tu untuk waktu2 genting nanti ...
aihh,,ujan masih lebat...hmmm harapnya balik ni kang takla jam,,,hahaha..takder maknannya tak jam...mesti jam punyala,,,tapi at least jgn la jam terus sgtkan...walaupun bukan aku yg drive ptg ni,,tapi kira efect gakla...sbb aku mmg tak suka tempuh2 jam ni...kan...
okla...pinggang pon cam sakit2 ni,,,kesan dr CIR BIR nya psl..kekeke,,nak sambung setelkan keje apa yg patut dulu,,jap lagi nak balik...weeeee
,.sambil dok me'reply email lecturer,,sambil2 tgk kat tingkap.,cam mendung...habis reply email, tgk balik kat tingkap,aik gelap,,ujan lebat...perghh...musim hujan la ni...nasib baikla baju dah angkat..thanks yang...nasib baik ada u,,kalau tak selamatla baju kiter basah,,,
arini masuk hari ke3 perut aku rasa cam tak sehat,,ntahla,,agaknya salah makan kot,jumpa doctor dah,takder serius case ke apa pon,makan ubat dah,, hmmm tapi masih boleh datang kejela,,walaupun asik ke toilet je,,,bbrp kali gakla dlm sehari tu,huhu,,,& takderla sampai nak berMC2 kan..sayang ler nak MC, simpan jerla MC tu untuk waktu2 genting nanti ...
aihh,,ujan masih lebat...hmmm harapnya balik ni kang takla jam,,,hahaha..takder maknannya tak jam...mesti jam punyala,,,tapi at least jgn la jam terus sgtkan...walaupun bukan aku yg drive ptg ni,,tapi kira efect gakla...sbb aku mmg tak suka tempuh2 jam ni...kan...
okla...pinggang pon cam sakit2 ni,,,kesan dr CIR BIR nya psl..kekeke,,nak sambung setelkan keje apa yg patut dulu,,jap lagi nak balik...weeeee
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