photos & some updates

salam,
lama dah tak update,masa faiz takde,,(during his travel to china)was not in the right mood to blog.ni faiz dah 2 hari balik sini,,so mood back to normal lah :P
sooo,these are some photos that were taken on last saturday, masa tu nak gi alamanda, faiz dah pesan masa dia gi china,bawakla sarah umar beli toys...

its 12.30...midnite...

its already 12.38 midnite....
and Im here...still awake...at this hour....posting my blog..

why cant I just wait till tomorrow? ..
cause..,I cant sleep..been trying to but it seems that
my mind keeps on thinking on my hubby's trip to China...
and...you know what,,..the trip is tomorrow!
yeah,,faiz will be flying off to china , it is an unofficial trip actually
he will be going with his tmrnd coulleagues...azahari, (supprisingly only 1 name appears in my mind now...perhaps due to this kind of hour..haha..)

the fact is, believe it or not.. that the day has come..! the fact is,..tomorrow he will be leaving ! oh no....i just hate this...this situation ...when he has to go for overseas trip....huhuuuu

wish that the time will flies...quicker than ever...!oh please...somehow I just hate this feeling...

nevertheless, I must let him go,,for the sake of our future,...
Im praying to Allah, hoping that faiz will have safe journey, amin....

missed you already Yang...,
lina~

lets take a break

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvb_IkMmYFY&feature=related

Thoughtless - by koRn, my favourite nu metal band ever...

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

what a surprise..

yesterday when i was checking my yahoo email, there's one email that really draw my attention ..actually it was a notification email from my facebook account , the message was like.."hi bulat...hmm what a pleasent surprise..." he he..yeah I was also feel quite startle when I received this email..
he was actually my long lost 'friend..err boy friend actually.." :P (about 17 years ago .. ;P)
been wondering how is he doing now..got married with whom..how many kids does he have now?..but then when i looked up at his profile, stated there .. 'single'...haha..really? can it be true meh?..maybe not... haha...
nevermind...
anyway what i was trying to say here is, i feel delighted and..and maybe feel a bit relief cause though i have done wrong to him ,nevertheless he still can accept me as a friend.. :), what is pass is pass..
nice to hear from him again, hope he's doing well and happy with his life now.

kay..better stop now, got to continue with my work... :)

umar demam

7/11/2008 5 ptg petang semalam bawak umar gi clinic kat sek. 4 tambahan sbb badan dia panas,actually pagi masa nak gi school umar dah mintak dok taska je, dia cakap taknak pi school, so harini aku keje separuh hari,baby jaga umar dari pagi samapi tghari, then aku lak jaga umar...alhamdulillah,,masa aku balik tu umar tgh main ps2, tapi badan dia still agak panas la... harapnya esok umar sihat, coz doctor kata kalau umar still demam kene check darah pula, sbb takut denggi. 10/11/2008 4.28 pm pagi semalam umar still demam,,badan still panas,dah masuk 4 hari umar demam so we all bawak umar pi jumpa doctor kat KPMC lak,, temperature badan umar 38.3 degree takder tanda rashes ke apa so doctor tak buat blood test..doctor just bg antibiotik kuat sket.. pagi tadi sarah pula demam..so arini aku ambik MC due to period pain + sarah pon tak berapa sihat...temperature badan dia 38 degrees,,confirm demam though dah makan ubat demam before jumpa doctor. tapi la ni both of them nampak ok,,esp umar,,hehe buktinya kat video yg aku paste ni,,,ni baru je aku record sat tadi..huhu

datelines, meetings..uwaaa!

arinih aku ada dateline kene submit BOE report utk senate dgn ADC meeting! tapi sampai arinih report nya masih tak sampai2 lagi,,so camna aku nak buat minute ni beb?? aihh ...nasib2...dept lain yg tak cukup staff, aku lak yg kene terima kesan dia,,huuu,,ni la dia...nasib jadik Faculty AD ni
pagi2 tadi si amoi cynthia dah bg reminder utk submit report tu by harini,,tapi aku reply je ckp report nya tak sampai2 then submission akan a bit delaylah,,nasibla,,
kol 10.00 am ni kang ada FBM faculty board meeting lak,,,sah aku taknak attend,nasib baikla meeting tu bukan aku yg secretary kan..pastuh kol 12 noon ada makan2 lak--farewel lunch for those lecturers yg resigned..pastuh kol 2.30 pm lak ada meeting dgn FMD-
uwaaaa!! peninn....!